You go through changes – good and bad ones.
I’ve discovered things I didn’t know before
– globally, but indeed personally.
I have had highs and lows and times when I
didn’t know what was happening to me.
A really good friend of mine told me in my
darkest days:” It’s good to have lows even though it sucks to be there, but
when you are at your highs you will appreciate the highs you have much more.”
Which is indeed very true. This good friend of mine also told me, that is
better going through a phase discovering yourself now rather than an age of 40,
which is also quite true. This friend of mine is really wise and much loved.
There have been times where I have
questioned myself of who I am, of who I wanna be and who I were and it’s a
phase which is still going and will probably go for the rest of my life, who
knows?
I have changed. Physically, but also
mentally – I think there are different phases of that too. Can’t explain how,
but there is.
- Examples of physical: my hair cut short
twice + my pants don’t fit perfectly anymore…
First term in my eyes is about socialising
finding your spot or just something content. Second term is more about finding
the way of organizing your life around campus at least for me. How to connect
everything together. This is a process that I’m working on at the moment and
later I will see how this is going to be for me.
