Lately I've been in a confused stage. With academics and just life itself. It's pretty frustrating, and don't know how to handle it - yet. But I'm slowly trying to find solutions and that's the only thing I can do. My friend told me this and it's true. No one can handle your problems other than yourself, you can get assistance, but it's you in the end.
There are friends, which I don't to get to see that often anymore, because we're all too busy and spend time with other people, who we have fun with. But we still get to check up on each other now and then, which is better than nothing. Yesterday I really enjoyed my time with a very, very, very good friend even though it ended emotionally. I love you always friend!
Jeg har lidt hjemve igen. Det havde jeg også sidste på dette tidspunkt, hviket nok er pga. jeg ikke var hjemme til jul eller fordi jeg har nogle problemer, som jeg ville nok kunne have undgået derhjemme. Men når det er sagt, så havde jeg en god jule ferie i New York sammen med min veninde.
Jeg savner lidt mine forældre, men glæder mig til at se dem når de kommer sidst på skole året og vi kommer til at gøre vores road trip.
Igår auditionede jeg til at være MC sammen med Nazha, hvilket var sjovt. Er ikke sikker på at vi bliver valgt, men bare at gøre det var sjovt.
Næste uge har vi mundtlige eksamener i Engelsk, vil forberede mig når jeg har givet min phil ia. Håber at blive færdig within these two days. Har en Marine Science costume party tomorrow and I'm either going to be an Idiot Fish or Deep Sea Heart Urchin.
I had a dream of getting my things sorted out this night, and when I woke up I was like. Nice! But then it I was like.. "Yeah nothing has changed". But my roommate said it was a sign and would love to that to be true. Inês is so lovely, I'm so happy we got to be roommates this year.
I have a great room. But feel like I can be so harsh on one of them, but I generally don't mean, I'm just joking.
I jut want to feel balanced and myself again, but things from last term has made that a bit of a challenge, but I'm ready to get past that - I need it.
But feeling that, I do have times when I'm happy. Diving is still the highlight of the week, and two weeks ago Sam and I dove maybe the longest in Pearson history - would love that to be true. We dove 47 min. and still had 1000 psi!! It was GOODO! :D But we got so cold.
Planning to do a Diving Project Week with some other 2nd year girls, who're in diving and I'm excoted for that.
I talked to Ann over Facebook and it was nice to catch up with them too. Some Rotarians from RC of Berwick are planning to go to Whistler in Vancouver, who I really hope to see. It would be awesome if they came to watch One World. Hopefulle they will, if not hopefully I get to meet up with them somewhere.
I'm counting down for my birthday and I'm acknowledging that everyday. Hopefully I will go with my room to a hostel and chill out, and other people could join if they wanted to.
Having a hard time here, doesn't mean I don't like the place, I'm just tired of being out of control and confused. Being here has opened opportunities and given me experiences I will remember and some I will forget. But got to meet nice people, that I can visit and stuff in the future.
